Yet another sunset over the Sound. Yet another day without you. I don’t know which is worse, pining over someone, or knowing with absolute certainty that we will never be…

No matter, I do still miss you. Without you, I am cliches come to life. Without you, I feel rudderless. Without you, I feel like an empty vessel, waiting to be filled. Without you, I am numb and in pain at once. I don’t understand what I feel. I don’t know how to get over you. I don’t know how to go on…

Staring at the cloudscape this morning,         
I wonder a thing or two...
Is it more of you I desire,
Or more of what I was?
Is it more of life together,
Or more of what we were?

What was can never be again,
What is can never will be...
What will be are the memories,
Of me, you, and us.